Why am I doing this?

Hey, everyone! I don't really have anything super interesting to post today...I mean ya know the self makeover front is a slow proccess. So, I decided to post that mission statement I told you all about earlier (minus the before pictures - your welcome!).

I’m not going to go into a long drawn out story of how I got where I am…it’s just not interesting if I’m being honest. Just really a bunch of whining and I just don’t have time for that anymore.

I will, however, tell you where I am and why I’m doing this. I’m 33 (on the downward slope to 34) and I’m FAT! Did you hear me? F*A*T – FAT! And, basically, I’m sick of it. In fact, here is a list of some of the things I’m sick of in regards to my weight (BTW, I’m a list maker):

not finding anything in my closet that fits

not finding anything cute in the stores that are cute (and on sale, but that’s another story)

wearing cardigans in the summer because I WILL NOT show my arms in a tank top (that’s for your benefit…your welcome)

seeing something cute in a catalog and thinking "maybe next year I could fit into that"

seeing something cute in a store window and thinking "I doubt they have my size"

feeling my underwear roll down when I sit because the fat roll is too big (nice visual, huh?)

standing in the heat and feeling the sweat collecting between my fat rolls

feeling like everyone is looking at me thinking "OH MY! I hope I NEVER get THAT fat!"

feeling like guys look at me and think "YIKES! RUN BEFORE SHE SEES YOU!" (of course, any guy that says "yikes" should know I’m not interested)

Ok, so that is just a few…I’m sure if I took enough time, I could think of some more, but you get the idea.
Does this make me shallow? Yeah, but I’m cool with that. I mean, it’s not like I won’t get actual benefits from loosing weight. You know, like lower cholesterol, lower blood pressure, less chance of heart disease, yada yada yada…

So, I guess I can say that my goal is to just not feel like I can't do something or have something just because of my lack of self confidence or my weight.

Ok, so that's it. Have a great day!

Kristy

GOAL!

I have an older brother that is a "gadget guy" - you know the guys that just like to have lots of gadgets for the heck of it. Well, I think it rubbed off on me growing up, because I LOVE to play with the electronic displays in stores! And, earlier this year I got a fancy iPod Touch and of course downloaded tons of apps on it just for the sake of having them - I am so thankful for free apps!!

Well, anyway, I downloaded this one app that is a "Couch to 5K" training program. Yeah...it's been on there for like 6 months. Well, yesturday I decided it was time to utilize it! And it's actually not so bad.

I added my music to the app and it just goes. It tells you what to do (Run now, walk now) and 30 minutes later, I have gone 2 miles and I'm sweating like a mad woman!!! It's wonderful!

So, I decided that my first goal on this new makeover of sorts is to run a 5K! So, I'm planning on running in the Big Pumpkin Run on Oct. 30th. It's in Roswell and starts at 8:30 am if you care to join me. As soon as I figure out how to add a web link to this thing, I'll add one to the registration page, but for now, you can Google it or Bing it. Whatever you prefer!

OH, and back to the gadgets thing...I ordered my very own piece of fruit (that's for you, Mary!) and I can not wait for it to get here!!

I'll keep you posted!

Kristy

NEW PROJECT....

Ok, so if you haven't noticed by now, let me clue you in...

I'm a "start-something-new-and-don't-finish-it" kind of girl. I'm not sure why I do that, but I always have, and I suspect that on some things I always will be that way. HOWEVER, I have gotten better at saying no to things that I know for sure just are NOT going to get done. I mean this blog is called Grace Along the Way for a reason (I'm not oblivious). So, having said that, I'm going to reveal my newest project. Drum role, please...

ME

What? Is that it? Seriously? YES! That's right! I am my own new project. It's actually quite scary if you think about it. Basically, I'm stuck in a rut and NEED to get out. Now, don't freak out...this is not a cry for help. Scouts honor (and that's for realzies). So, I have shacked up (so to speak) with a couple of other friends that have decided to make themselves their own next projects as well, and we are getting out of this funk!

I mean it's for serious! We have mission statements; "before" pictures have been taken; meals plans are posted daily; exercise plans are created and to be carried out and posted on! I mean FOR SERIOUS, PEOPLE!!!

So, if you see me, I'm gonna need encouragement! (By the way - THIS is the cry for help part! LOL!) And, I would never normally request this, but LIE to me if you have to!! "Oh wow, Kristy! You look a.maz.ing!" Look, even if it's not true, it will keep me going...yes, I'm that shallow.

Just remember, this is step one - appearance. I'm not sure what step two will be, but if I plan too much, it won't happen.

Thanks, everyone for letting me vent! See you soon!